Do you ever feel like so much is going on in your head that nothing is getting done? Ever feel like you know you should be doing things, but don't know what... or how? I sort of feel that way now. My guys are finally feeling better (knock on wood). I know there are things to do around the house. I know I need to find things for the 3 of us to do over the summer. I know that the more active we are the smoother the days are and the better I feel. But, knowing all that doesn't motivate me to do things.
On Tuesdays and Thursdays, Blake goes to preschool until 1pm. This gives Colby and I time to do things together. It also means that when Colby naps I have time to myself. What should I be doing? Working out, cleaning the house, making Colby's thank you cards for his birthday. I could be doing so many things. But, what did I do... sit on the couch and watch reality tv shows that I taped.
I need to find motivation. I need to find energy. I need to realize that it's ok to have me time, but there are other things that need to be done too.
Hmmm balance. Why is it always hard to find?